Achieving of Feeling Alive

As a woman, I realize that there are some times I got my feminine era. I tend to wear makeup, keep my hair healthy, am so concerned about skincare steps, am addicted to perfume, and can't stand cute makeup packaging. Some days I'd be like a 10-year-old girl, some days I'd feel like a 70's gal. Most of the time I tend to make my room feel intimate and romantic with scents and parfumeries just like the vibe on our honeymoon era. 

I get my writing mood towards everything that happens in life currently as simple as a little note on my phone. Go to restaurants or coffee shops, take pictures, write a review. Getting dinner and having tea together with my husband now is the most lovely moment I always craved every weekend. I want to feel alive every day, I'm afraid of feeling hopeless in life just like what I had years before.